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Ellery’s grief over the loss of her younger sister is pushing her down a dark path in this heart-wrenching story of loss and the journey to hope that’s perfect for fans of Girl in Pieces and All the Bright Places.

Ellery doesn’t want to live anymore. She’s unable to bear the loss of her sister or face the rest of her broken family. So, she’s made a plan—bought the gun, arranged for her funeral, and picked the day. Everything has fallen into place. Then, on the day she intends to take her own life, she meets Colter, a boy who recognizes her desperation and becomes determined to stop her. Ellery won’t be swayed so easily, but as she struggles with her hopelessness it becomes clear Colter has good reasons for his vigilance—deep, personal reasons. And whether Ellery likes it or not, he can’t let go.

Please understand that while I add a good mix of humor and sarcasm into Ellery’s character, TMTF does have triggers such as suicide, suicidal ideation, self-harm, depression, and loss of a loved one. Please read and discuss this topic with someone you love. Read other books that deal with similar subjects. If you or someone you know is thinking about harming themselves please get help. There’s a list of resources in the “suicide prevention” tab above, or please call 988 to reach the the 24-hour National (U.S.) Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. You are loved. Never ever forget that.

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praise for teach me to forget.

“A beautifully crafted, dark, and heartbreaking look at depression and suicide. Ellery’s story is needed and necessary; Chapman is a writer to watch.”

Kathleen Glasgow, New York Times bestselling author of Girl in Pieces

“In this stunningly brave and necessary debut, Erica M. Chapman takes us on a journey to the edge and back—exploring grief, depression, and suicide with candor, insight, and above all, hope.”

Amber Smith, New York Times bestselling author of The Way I Used to Be

“Chapman has crafted a hauntingly beautiful story with richly developed characters. A moving tale to recommend, especially to readers who loved Jennifer Niven’s All the Bright Places.”

School Library Journal

“Ellery’s voice is engaging and authentic, and her edgy black humor comes into play…. Sadness gives way to redemption and an unforced hope in this thoughtful read.”

Kirkus Reviews

“A gorgeous ode to the hopeless…”

Teen Vogue

“Thoughtful, tough, and darkly funny novel.”

– Bustle.com